The More I Miss You The More I Love You!

Kabhi Shokhiyaan Dikhana Kabhi Un Ka Muskurana
Mujhy De Rahy Hain Shayed Wo Payam Chupke Chupke
The moment I am gonna write about 'you' is just beautiful. It's never been possible to divert my feelings into words; words blow away in the air, but it's true that feelings are always given some words to capture the special moments. Whenever we read these words, we fall back in the same moments again and we feel them as long as we wana do. That's why I'm gonna write down these lines.

This time, I am feeling like I'm the happiest person of the world. I can't explain how blooming sensations under blood streams in my veins are rushing towards my heart, while reaching into the heart they are making me feel like a newly born baby; no worry, no fear, only happiness happiness and just happiness. Slow music in the background is producing an effect like an enzyme for these rushing streams. My sleepy eyes are awaken since the whole night but still feeling like fresh dew drops have been washing them for a long time. No one can understand this time what's running in the deeply programmed brain cells under my cranium, it's just beyond any descriptive way to express and I'm loving it.

The blessings I have by 'Allah' are never to be clear by a single thank to Him. Some of them are those I never asked for, some are those I asked for but we got more and more than that and some I've since the time I'd never even know about any blessing. I think some blessings are those for which I was never ready to deserve but still I'm blessed. None of my actions can thank for the blessing I am talking about because it's not a blessing, it's like having a miracle and miracles are not to thank rather they are to love Allah and to be loved by Him. O'my Allah, I'm in love with you for sometimes a millions of reasons and sometimes for no reason. Be with me in this world and after this world. Make me able to deserve and love that all You have blessed me with; my parents and family, my teachers, and someone very special whom the more I miss the more I love. Make me one among your favourite people so that I'd be welcomed proudly when I'm returned to You.


Naseem Abbas
Saturday, March 21, 2015 4:45am